The Bad - Trying to seek that attention of the one person you chose to pursue. While you want to spend time and make memories, that person could care less about doing those things with you. You never want to anger them, yet they've never thought of how their actions affect you. You go out of your way to give time, effort, and energy to someone who is unappreciative of this. You find yourself wanting to embrace every opportunity to see them. Their money is irrelevant, their material things dont matter. The here and the now is what matters. When you leave they enjoy you pursuing them but enjoy giving you the bare minimum to stay around. Why do you stay around? Because the honesty and naivety of your soul saw potential in someone to be great with you. To build with you and to prosper with you. There was a spark their that you thought would light into a beautiful flame that couldnt be contained. But what do they offer? Infrequent texts, few phone calls, and no initiations. That's the bad.
The Good -
Someone who sees the beauty in you, and appreciates the time and effort you make to be around them. Who understands your time and gives it back to you in return. Someone in your corner who is attentive and reassuring. A strong individual who would never play games but would always have you on your team as the most valuable player. Reciprocity, honesty, understanding, and concern. The effort to be matched with your own. A person who will be on your side no matter what and ride with you until the wheels fall off.
The spectrum of good and bad is inevitable. Everything happens to everyone, whether you control it or not is up to you. You cant know joy if you dont understand pain. You cant know pain if you dont understand joy.